To those who have stayed in touch with me and who still actually visit my page even after my relative inactivity as of late - I say goodbye to you now. Certain events over the last few days have really opened my eyes. I can no longer be a part of a community which is looked after by people who have sickened me so deeply with their actions as of late. The recently displayed immaturity, hypocrisy, cruelty, maliciousness, and utter disregard for other's emotions has me so upset that I do not even know what to do. All I can do right this moment is realize that I can no longer be associated with people like this in any way, shape, or form, and being a part of this community means being associated, so it must be left. For anyone out there who doesn't wish to be contributing to people who act as described above, I would encourage you to do the same, except I assume it would just get this journal deleted.

My only hope is that some sliver of humanity might remain in these 'people', which will help them to realize what absolute emotional trauma has been caused, and how horrific that is/was to impose upon anybody, especially under the circumstances which this all took place... Maybe then it can be recognized that this needs to be stopped now, and for good. There is no point in trying to 'save face' here. It is too late for that. True colours have been shown. Let it be the end.

And so... baffled as I am at what's been going on, I am at a complete loss for words. This has been one of those rare situations where somone's actions have actually made me ashamed to be a part of the same species.

With an desbelieving shake of my head, I must just offer a big fuck you to everyone out there who knows they deserve it. It is all that I can put together right now untill I calm down a little bit and can think rationally.

To the rest of you, I just say goodbye. You know how to reach me by e-mail if you choose.